I dread...

Replied 47yo to stay positive coz her bf's $ is on the way (well, if tat is true). She replied:

"Ok, take care and im going to interview my candidate now. Will email you again at 7pm." Strange coz she dont have companies who are looking for staffs but she's going to interview candidates? Err, for wat jobs? Maybe to standby just in case got companies looking for staffs (her industry is white collar staffs).

Not sure if she is speaking the truth abt going to interview the candidate or trying to "act busy". Sometimes, cant help but feel tat she is spunning a web of lies...esp her bf is giving her all his savings and she has more than 200k in her cpf. For the cpf thingy, if tat is the case, i wonder y she didnt buy a hbd flat 12yrs ago since she is over 35, single and can buy a small resale flat. If she did this, she can still survive without a job coz she can rent out 1 or 2 rooms.

Guess it is difficult for some people to be authentic, to be really who they are.
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Opened emailed and alas,,one of the mail was from 47yo. OMG,,she is grumpy. She said she is on commission based now and dont need to go to the office anymore. She practically list out wat time she is doing wat (eg, 9am i will go out and look for clients who wants to hire staffs, 12pm go lunch, 2pm haircut, 6pm go home). And said "no biz no money lor. Wat is ur msn id? i got a 24mth modem from m1, so i can chat with u online and i leave it on when i go to sleep". She is filled with so much negativity.

Last Sun, she said her savings can only last her till end of feb. After that, she'll wait for her bf to transfer all his savings to her. Dunno if he will really do that? He promised to transfer 10k to her since Sept but till now, she havent seen a single cent. Im worried she is living in false hope. She is a living eg of a paycheck holder and "if u dont take care of ur $, your $ wont take care of you."

Nonetheless, shall drop her a few motivational lines to kill off some of her negativity. She is not used to being self-employed coz she mentioned on last sun tat she failed at an interview at estee lauder coz she didnt put her age. Siao one,,if for me, i will put my age if not employers think i am not honest.

I try not to get close to her because im afraid her negativity is spill onto me. Those negative kinectics.. I am positive and abundance!~ Like today, i sold a hide's skull earring at ebay. Almost everyday,,i sell stuffs or attend to enquires. Selling myv's calendar at ebay. the previous seller sold it for us95. i hope it can fetch somewhere around this price.

Last night Lp's sister placed an order for her enquiry. Yday noon, i emailed her sis to ask if she wants to order some glay goods (coz they like glay too) as ther is a customer who wants to order. She replied only her order but didnt reply on the glay goods. Today, the customer placed her order,,so i processed only the customer's order. I wonder they need to take such a long time (maybe 1 week?) to reply whether they want to order anot. Nah, will not wait for them. I have a thing for ppl who have no sense of urgency. If they want to order, will tell them i didnt wait for them coz glay's goods can go out of stock fast. U think in life, everything will wait for you?

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